Hey

Lately, everything has been such a blur. Mysterious happenings, random wishes, overly sensitive feelings, disheartening stories, constant breakdowns - I never understood why any of these have happened lately. Might as well say, in the past few days... Or weeks.

That optimism which I have longed wish I possess... I have tried and tried grasping. When it was with me, it did help me big time. It did help me realize that there's no time to waste in life by being disappointed and angry and depressed. But what happened to it lately? What happened?

I have overlooked so many things in life. I have passed by them and did not dare glance. Maybe I could have done this.. Done that. What is Regret.

But no, these things were not regrets. No, they are not regrets.

Simply, they're the experiences (and mistakes) that will help me grow.

I'll try to gain back my relationship with optimism. That's quite a promise.

:)